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[22 Jun 2006|02:38pm] |
ok.. so I haven't updated in awhile. so sue me.
well it's summer.. and there's nothing to do.. nowhere to go, and anytime I do want to go somewhere it ends in me spending alot of money.. which then scares me because I get worried I won't have enough money for Otakon. Speaking of which.. I AM SO EXCITED! I'm afraid I can't make a keyblade for Kairi because I still don't have a job nor the money.. so maybe I'll just make a paopu.. and live with being the only KH cosplayer without a keyblade. I mean for christ's sake, pretty soon even all the donald ducks out there will have commercially made Oblivions. blehh.
In other news, I can drive! It's fun :3
Can't wait till Otakon, want a job, bored as hell.. and I wanna do something new and cool with my hair but I don't know what.. I'll figure something about.
Oh yeah, I saw Underworld Evolution.. and Selene and Michael had hot sex. It was amazing. :)
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[28 May 2006|11:54pm] |
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Sorry I haven't been updating, and now I'm not even writing this to anyone because I don't really care about livejournal, or anything online, that much anymore. I think the internet isn't my thing.. so whatever. If I don't update often, it's not my problem.
Anyway, track States was yesterday, and I did pretty well, and right now I feel so relieved to just have the season over with. I've never been happier to not be running :P
Otakon is coming up soon.. I'm real excited for that, mostly for the rave at this point.. I don't think my life rolls great with being a cosplayer.. I mean it's so much fun and all, but if I want to get where I have to with my life, I can't spend money on cosplaying like I can on raving stuff. Because I feel like I can actually make raving a huge part of my life, and not spending hundreds on a costume I'm only going to wear a couple of times. I might make a couple of keyblades for Kairi for this Otakon though. :P
In the meantime, check out my myspac.. because that's the only thing I'm keeping up with. :D
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[28 Apr 2006|09:51pm] |
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I don't really have much to say.. except I'm just kind of sick of alot of things at the moment. For one, school is suddenly a hugeass burden right now and it's impossible to balance school, track, and 5 minutes of fun without taking a nap somewhere in there.. and I really don't like sleeping on school days because then I do my homework until 1 am or so.. then my sleeping schedule gets messed up because my body thinks it's being deprived of sleep.. ugh whatever school.
And then there's the fact that I still don't have my learner's permit, when I'm like 16 by a month now. I could have had it in December for christ's sake.. but my parents were like blah no you can't get it until the summer when you don't have academics and track to worry about.. but I want to learn how to drive now, and it's actually something that will benefit me later in life.
Love is too complicated. Or maybe I just can't handle it. It's not that I'm in a relationship, it's just that I want to be in one so much that it's driving me insane. Eric doesn't care about girls, he cares about Red Hot Chili Peppers and Alex Falbo the amazing drummer of our school. I don't think he's gay either xD I can't stand being anywhere around him without feeling those sharp pangs at my heart, and I can't stand to be away from him because then he's all I think about. I don't know what to do at all o.o I feel lovesick :3
And then there's this reeeeeeeally hot guy who I always see on the way to my history class, and even though he's in our grade, I've heard he's a huge pothead. I don't care he's fucking gorgeous xD
I really want a job or something, because being bored or sitting back this summer is not an option. I want to do something with my life, and I want it to change.
I finally gave into worldpeerpressure and got a myspace. here's a linky to what I have so far: (because right now it's a total noob myspace) http://www.myspace.com/ravensfyre
lmao and being me I have no idea how to make that a link, so just deal with it for now. Myspace is fun! :DDDD
I don't think I'm gonna make any new costumes for Otakon.. maybe Namine's white dress, but that's simple. I was thinking of just making the Oblivion/Oathkeeper keyblade combo for Kairi.. only, because KH2 came out and like a million people are gonna cosplay her, it will probably look like I'm just another poserKairi, and that wouldn't be cool because I totally made my costume before the game came out here in the states, so I should have the right to say I made mine first. :DD
Excited for Otakon? I guess I am.. I'm more excited to get that glowsticking.com dvd so I can actually learn how to glowstick/string.. instead of always talking about it. I really want to be good at something like that, because right now I feel absolutely worthless at everything.
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[14 Apr 2006|08:32pm] |
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Went to the mall, dad gave me some money, got 6 new shirts. It was cool. They're all nice. :D
Did I accomplish anything this week? Eh... no. Did I beat KH2? Yes. Was it amazing? Yes. Am I going to redo it on Proud mode? Yes. Soon? Maybe.. it depends on how much sleep I'm getting. If I'm getting 6 hours or so, I'm ok to go. xD
Eh... I need a haircut, and lots of jewelry. I feel like a girl. I asked my mom if I could get a purse and she looked at me like I had just turned into some 40 year old dude or something. I told her I needed one and she still didn't believe me; she was like 'oh why don't you just carry around a plastic bag or something,' and yet she's the one who buys a new one like every month.
Ehh nothing real exciting.. Otakon is coming up in 4 months I can't wait xDD
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So.. I beat KH2! xDD Xemnas wasn't too difficult, which wasn't really surprising, considering Ansem hadn't been that difficult of a final boss to the first game. I already miss the first game X3
Oh. My. Fucking. God. The ending was BEAUTIFUL. No, that doesn't even cover it. I pretty much cried during the ending credits. And these are the things that I've learned. Riku = Sex on legs. Sora is SOCUTE. I like Kairi now. Ansem the Wise will always be wrong. Mickey is Disney's Yoda. Sephiroth will never be an easy boss, in any game, ever made, ever. On to KH3 xD
I hadn't obtained Final Form before I beat Xemnas, so I've been going back and completing Jiminy's Journal, and so far I've been able to score in Hades' Paradox Battles (Pain and Panic), obtain the Ultima Weapon (yesss) and somehow when I went back to the PotC world I got Final Form. I was so happy I just wasted my 6 drive gauges gliding around. Final Form is definitely worth the 50 I spent on this game. Actually, I think the battle sequences are. No wait, probably the fact that Haley hit puberty. No no no, wait, it would probably be the entire game actually. KH2 is love.
Today is Friday. What the hell SPRING BREAK. It was never long enough. Ever. Even in elementary when it was like 3 weeks or whatever, and I don't think it was actually that long, it just felt like it, it wasn't long enough. I didn't do anything except KH2. Occasionally eat and go to the bathroom, but when something like KH2 happens, small minor bodily needs suddenly aren't as important. :D
So.. 4 days left, including today? That's.. depressing. Because I love going back to school and everything. Really, I do. It's my life.
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